The problem is...

“It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.” 

― Oscar Wilde, 'Lady Windermere's Fan'

Kuch aisi baat hai.

"Ab koi sodaa koi junoon bhi nahi

Magar qaraar se din kat rahe hon yun bhi nahi,

Na jane kyun meri aankhein barasne lagti hain

Jo sach kahun to kuch aisa udaas hun bhi nahi."

Lets begin again...

To the lengthy skies

I look so lost

Am I a grim 

an albatross?

But there is sun

and serendipity

then where despair ?

it is in me 

dragging me this soul debates

all there is, but time to wait

neither you grieve nor you cry

remember, cherish, smile or try

feel you will, a waving breeze

look, you have so much to seize

pull out that solo heart

let there be a fresh start

on momentum, on sea, on life

rise to the starry skies

- R.R.

Metamorphosed

There are events in your life I'd say, of a different kind which in some ways, make you more vulnerable, in lot ways more pragmatic, more realistic. One minute your life is like one of those snow globes you see resting peacefully on shop counters, perfectly happy being an ordinary, dull little Swiss village and it takes a second to shake them up, there are snowflakes all over the place, whirling around like a snow storm.

The moment I saw 'him' standing defeated at the side of the road besides that jeep or when I saw 'her' coming out of the door in that black dress so familiar, those eyes so un familiar and un recognizable. That very scene outside of the house when I left them... are burned in my memories for ever.

I don't think I can ever look at things the same way or value or want same things. Life is full of changes and surprises and every living moment changes you in some way. You move from a city and it changes you, You fell in love and it changes you but nothing changes you more than a broken heart and regrets and losing someone beyond recovering.

There are so many new questions I have. A lot of things lost meaning and I no longer want to fight or try to get things. I feel just to get through one day and wait for things to happen as everything seems out of my control or plan. I now relate from people seeking peace and moksha.

As I said, Some events more than other changes you in irreversible way. A limestone once changed to marble is always a marble from then.

"Desiderata"

We often struggle between what we 'want' and what we 'need'. Its a thin line and we kept swinging either side.

I believe with all my heart that if you can join the dots and draw the line, divine intervention is always there to get you sail through.

I find them in the middle of all the chaos and it blows my mind when I join them together. 
I am thankful and glad it all make sense to me. :)

"Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.

Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism...."

Wishing togetherness - 20th May 2013

We must've wished for you so hard and so often, you had no choice but to come in all the flying colours and be more than everything we hoped to be true. :) :)

I wish happiness never leaves you and that smiles stay on you face forever.  You have our life, take good care of her. God Bless You!

Thank You!

"Despite of the Superwoman that you are,  there are still few things that you are not capable of. Disappointing me is one of them."

The most comforting words I've heard in what seems a long time. :)