Its 3:14 am n i m feeling quite awake, inspite of the fact that i travelled 10 long hours n then did awaragardi all the day!!!
This title was in my mind 4m long!! I m spending sleepless nights.. n dont know why!!i m moving sleeplessly ..
m i tensed, stressed, done, finished?????i hope i have answers..then wont be here at this time..
I alwz considered myself blessed for the people around me n the life i hav lived...but nowadays i think bhagwanji is angry with me.He just cant see me happy 4 long..Its looking to me like i m paying tears 4 evrytime i smile...
I think i made mistakes..mistakes of being gud to people who nvr deserve that, denyed what my heart said, made people sad..n may b lots more!!!Past cant be changed....but i can try to change myself...and 4 what i hav already done i can just pray n say...
"Bhagwanji i know u tried to save me, tried to show me way but may be i didnt undstan or was not true to u...plz plz let me bear the results..keep my people away 4m this....keep all of them happy...cant see them like this, this pain..let it be mine..n all these smiles...give these to them...plz...!!!!!"
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
The Grasshopper and The Glass house
Can be a lucky day 4 him, sun was shining bright, had enough food. Our dear grasshopper was taking nap under a dandelion flower and dreaming about winning the annual jumping race. His name was every where, he took a grt jump, just miss the moon.
But dreamz and reality…a boy came 4m nowhere and tried to grab his hind limb. He tried to jump, broke his leg, caught n even before he could realize was put into an upside down glass jug with a floor of cotton and sum bread crumbs on the window rim.
He would hav think about where he is n wats going on, if his leg was nt hurting!! He was in immense pain n there came some house flies (hf)…
1st hf.- ”See See!!!!(With grinning smile!!)Finally got a lesson, used to irritate us with his violin and songs, justice done !! ”
2nd hf- ”But wat happened to his leg??? It looks like he is….”
Grasshopper came in between…”Hello ladies!! What a wonderful day out there!! May I accompany u???”
1st hf- “Ur talking to us????(in girlish attitude) What are u doing here??”
Grasshopper said- “now what can I say!! I am this year’s winner of annual jump tournament!! They gifted me with this glass house..”
2nd hf said- ”Wat??? U hav been gifted with this house?? We thought..”
1st one interrupted-“we think ur been punished!!”
Grasshopper replied- “Me punished!!! With this comfort and coziness, u really think so?? See my dream palace..see how beautiful world looks 4m here, no cold no fight 4 food!!! ”
House files get jealous but they hurried cause Mrs. Spider came there..
Mrs. Spider gave a look to the glass house n then to the grasshopper, she asked-
“What the hell on the earth is this???????”
Grasshopper replied- “G’monin m’am!! I am the famous ‘grasshopper’ from the music world”
Mrs. Spider asked- “But Why have u been caged???n wat happened to ur leg??”
He replied with usual politness- “Actually I was giving a concert n my fans, u see they love me a lot..tring to take my autograph n I my leg get stuch in the crowd.. I am in this glass house 4 rest!!! My leg went for medication! ”
Mrs. Spider didn’t like this- “Even I weave well but nobody praises me!! This is not fare!!! I will raise voice, u been so popular n enjoying this comfort no body think about my talent!!!”.. n murmuring these words she left!!
Grasshopper sat down n gave a look to his leg!! He finally got time to think about the pain..and here comes miss butterfly….
Bubbly, innocent Miss. Butterfly…..
“Ohhh my god!!!!!!!!!! U can be so rude!!!! This is not justice, what have u done?????poor poor fellow!!”
Grasshopper recollect all his strength n greet “Hello miss. How r u today????”
Miss butterfly was nt in mood, she said- “I hav complete sympathy with u!!!! How all this happen????ur leg n this cage??”
Grasshopper said- “Leave all this..tell me dear.. Why r u looking pale today. Ur beautiful pink colour is not at its charm?? Any problem???”
Miss butterfly get scared n forget all her worries about our hero- “Wat???? M I looking pale???oh my god!!! Its that pesticide they spay on cabbages, m I looking spotty also???”
Before grasshopper replied she flew murmuring about different medicines and therapies she would take to save her skin n herself.
Grasshopper gets tiered. His pain was getting over his words… he was about to sit back when he saw a caterpillar crwling to him with several feet altogether.…
This hurts him. Hurts him in deep, that pain grows and starts flowing through his eyes.. Suddenly he realized, he can no longer continue this happy–go-lucky attitude, he cant fool himself. Its enough..he can no longer pretend, cant made more stories..
He broke down- “oh mother nature..is what ur justice is?? U gave 40 legs 2 ur one son n other is lame just cause his one broken leg!!” the tears were steaming down his eyes..
Caterpillar was through with the scene.He said..”Bro!! What’s grt if I hav 40 feet, a hen can run n beat me anywz!! Mother Nature blessed every one with something distinct!! We all have different habits N needs. But this HEART is wat with everybody.. Which loves, give courage ,cares n my dear grasshopper u have a heart of gold, ur courage and optimism, ur care 4 unknown people is over hundreds n thousands of legs.. What ur worried of????”
“Thank you!! Buddy!!” Grasshopper wiped his tears and was obliged. “I’ll never forget ur words.U draw me back!! I know Mother Nature loves all her children and she’ll take care of me!! Who can think better 4 a child but his mother!!” He picked his violin back and started playing the song…
I sing on to u my lord!!
So wat if its from this glass house!!
I know u can hear my heart!!
When I am true to you!
Sun still shines on me.
Moonshine kisses my cheeks..
My violin fed my soul
When I am true to you!!
Love you my lord, n this life u gave
Don’t need any reason 4 wat I am here
why to be unhappy..
As I was n I’ll be true to you!!!
But dreamz and reality…a boy came 4m nowhere and tried to grab his hind limb. He tried to jump, broke his leg, caught n even before he could realize was put into an upside down glass jug with a floor of cotton and sum bread crumbs on the window rim.
He would hav think about where he is n wats going on, if his leg was nt hurting!! He was in immense pain n there came some house flies (hf)…
1st hf.- ”See See!!!!(With grinning smile!!)Finally got a lesson, used to irritate us with his violin and songs, justice done !! ”
2nd hf- ”But wat happened to his leg??? It looks like he is….”
Grasshopper came in between…”Hello ladies!! What a wonderful day out there!! May I accompany u???”
1st hf- “Ur talking to us????(in girlish attitude) What are u doing here??”
Grasshopper said- “now what can I say!! I am this year’s winner of annual jump tournament!! They gifted me with this glass house..”
2nd hf said- ”Wat??? U hav been gifted with this house?? We thought..”
1st one interrupted-“we think ur been punished!!”
Grasshopper replied- “Me punished!!! With this comfort and coziness, u really think so?? See my dream palace..see how beautiful world looks 4m here, no cold no fight 4 food!!! ”
House files get jealous but they hurried cause Mrs. Spider came there..
Mrs. Spider gave a look to the glass house n then to the grasshopper, she asked-
“What the hell on the earth is this???????”
Grasshopper replied- “G’monin m’am!! I am the famous ‘grasshopper’ from the music world”
Mrs. Spider asked- “But Why have u been caged???n wat happened to ur leg??”
He replied with usual politness- “Actually I was giving a concert n my fans, u see they love me a lot..tring to take my autograph n I my leg get stuch in the crowd.. I am in this glass house 4 rest!!! My leg went for medication! ”
Mrs. Spider didn’t like this- “Even I weave well but nobody praises me!! This is not fare!!! I will raise voice, u been so popular n enjoying this comfort no body think about my talent!!!”.. n murmuring these words she left!!
Grasshopper sat down n gave a look to his leg!! He finally got time to think about the pain..and here comes miss butterfly….
Bubbly, innocent Miss. Butterfly…..
“Ohhh my god!!!!!!!!!! U can be so rude!!!! This is not justice, what have u done?????poor poor fellow!!”
Grasshopper recollect all his strength n greet “Hello miss. How r u today????”
Miss butterfly was nt in mood, she said- “I hav complete sympathy with u!!!! How all this happen????ur leg n this cage??”
Grasshopper said- “Leave all this..tell me dear.. Why r u looking pale today. Ur beautiful pink colour is not at its charm?? Any problem???”
Miss butterfly get scared n forget all her worries about our hero- “Wat???? M I looking pale???oh my god!!! Its that pesticide they spay on cabbages, m I looking spotty also???”
Before grasshopper replied she flew murmuring about different medicines and therapies she would take to save her skin n herself.
Grasshopper gets tiered. His pain was getting over his words… he was about to sit back when he saw a caterpillar crwling to him with several feet altogether.…
This hurts him. Hurts him in deep, that pain grows and starts flowing through his eyes.. Suddenly he realized, he can no longer continue this happy–go-lucky attitude, he cant fool himself. Its enough..he can no longer pretend, cant made more stories..
He broke down- “oh mother nature..is what ur justice is?? U gave 40 legs 2 ur one son n other is lame just cause his one broken leg!!” the tears were steaming down his eyes..
Caterpillar was through with the scene.He said..”Bro!! What’s grt if I hav 40 feet, a hen can run n beat me anywz!! Mother Nature blessed every one with something distinct!! We all have different habits N needs. But this HEART is wat with everybody.. Which loves, give courage ,cares n my dear grasshopper u have a heart of gold, ur courage and optimism, ur care 4 unknown people is over hundreds n thousands of legs.. What ur worried of????”
“Thank you!! Buddy!!” Grasshopper wiped his tears and was obliged. “I’ll never forget ur words.U draw me back!! I know Mother Nature loves all her children and she’ll take care of me!! Who can think better 4 a child but his mother!!” He picked his violin back and started playing the song…
I sing on to u my lord!!
So wat if its from this glass house!!
I know u can hear my heart!!
When I am true to you!
Sun still shines on me.
Moonshine kisses my cheeks..
My violin fed my soul
When I am true to you!!
Love you my lord, n this life u gave
Don’t need any reason 4 wat I am here
why to be unhappy..
As I was n I’ll be true to you!!!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
A Chapter from my favroite book....
"have u ever read a book which u never wanted to end.... but still there was this last page with a THE END written in bold letters in tht book, and for the next few days the only thing u used to think abt was the characters in tht book, there lives and everything abt them which u found got attached to u without ur notice ..... u can always read tht book again and live thru there lives once again but it wud never be wht it was like the first time...... "
Yupp!! I had lived the best!! n nthing is better then the best..
I know that reading a book all over again will nt b like it was at d first time.. but reading it again can be a total drive through!!! I experienced it past day!!
It was almost 5 months since I met Amit.. n when finally met him yesterday, I was like.."sachchi!! itna time ho gaya kya???.. ..". I was waiting 4 him since moning n when, saw him coming, behind that glass door of my ODC.. I instantly feel..i reopened one of the best chapter of my favorite book :).
We planned to attend ruby di’s marriage. Avi was already there..
We board the bus at noon n there starts a series of all farji discussions, dantana, gussa hona, manana, love stories and hadse!!. Amit alwz have something to say.. irrelevent and nonsence but funny and dramatic.. we were commenting upon all the unclejis n auntijis n we had a fight with the conductor too..but u can easily imagine my level of happiness, just cause I was with my frnd..
Bus dropped us to the destination at around 5:00 pm and Avi was waiting 4 us!! There comes the ‘kodak moment’ ,they see each other, smile n hugged!! Two best frnds, two most farji guys of this entire universe!!
Wedding was on the same day but was hardly in my mind. All I was thinking about is to be with my two monkeys, but after all I am a gal yaar.. normal, “just left her teenage” gal. I was well prepared with my brand new salwar kurta, matching footwear, earrings, makeup n all!! We went to the place where all people were staying and avi put our luggage in a room. Guys get ready quickly n I took some time which was worth of cause 4 a change I was actually looking good.. :) we reached at the wedding place by 8:30 pm.
It was so cold out there. I was feeling it in my bones, veins, kidneys, pancreas n all.. we were waiting for barat near angithi, n my mind was busy with malai kulfi available there.
I was in demand.. u know.. I was this long , slim, beautiful gal with ‘kajrari aankhen’ catching every eye and all auntiji’s were try to find my name and all guys were giving me 2nd look.. ok ok…
Actually I was the only gal there(4m bride’s side) n that 4m nowhere to everyone was like..”yeh kaun hai????muft kaa khana khane to nai ghuss aai..”
Generally I don’t like this, but I enjoyed it this time. Barat came late, di was looking ultimate and it was tough to figure out who is more lucky, the bride or the bridegroom??? Bahut rocking jodi hai yaar!! Fir to ji..thand ne limits hi cross kar di!!! It was so cold n chilling out there that we wrapped bride and bridegroom in blanket and then they say all the vows. We came back to guest house at 5:30 moning for the bidai pooja, n it was around 6:30am when three of us changed, non makeup and were sitting together in a cozy room in blankets. Start talking about old days, frnds and goes in a flash back.. Both the nerds kept suggesting me to take rest n that I should sleep because I have to attend office nxt monin, but that didn’t came in their “small like electron” mind ke bechari soyegi kahan??? Hum dono to razai odhkar maze se bed par soye huye hain!!!!!!!!.. when will they start treating me like a gal????
Anywz we(me n amit) catch 8:00am bus and I came sleeping throughout the journey. Borded wrong bus, feel lost, catch an auto and get back to our place sumhow!!
I had a grt time, n that after such a long time...after so long, i was nt worried of getting lost n was nt lonely....
Things changed alot,was nt like it was before.we were so carefree n happy soul, NO OFFICE NO TENSION,NTHING!!!Those were the best days n was the best part of the book,but I think i shud keep reading my favroite book.. or better say i shud keep adding new chapters in it.... without caring about THE END .
:)
Yupp!! I had lived the best!! n nthing is better then the best..
I know that reading a book all over again will nt b like it was at d first time.. but reading it again can be a total drive through!!! I experienced it past day!!
It was almost 5 months since I met Amit.. n when finally met him yesterday, I was like.."sachchi!! itna time ho gaya kya???.. ..". I was waiting 4 him since moning n when, saw him coming, behind that glass door of my ODC.. I instantly feel..i reopened one of the best chapter of my favorite book :).
We planned to attend ruby di’s marriage. Avi was already there..
We board the bus at noon n there starts a series of all farji discussions, dantana, gussa hona, manana, love stories and hadse!!. Amit alwz have something to say.. irrelevent and nonsence but funny and dramatic.. we were commenting upon all the unclejis n auntijis n we had a fight with the conductor too..but u can easily imagine my level of happiness, just cause I was with my frnd..
Bus dropped us to the destination at around 5:00 pm and Avi was waiting 4 us!! There comes the ‘kodak moment’ ,they see each other, smile n hugged!! Two best frnds, two most farji guys of this entire universe!!
Wedding was on the same day but was hardly in my mind. All I was thinking about is to be with my two monkeys, but after all I am a gal yaar.. normal, “just left her teenage” gal. I was well prepared with my brand new salwar kurta, matching footwear, earrings, makeup n all!! We went to the place where all people were staying and avi put our luggage in a room. Guys get ready quickly n I took some time which was worth of cause 4 a change I was actually looking good.. :) we reached at the wedding place by 8:30 pm.
It was so cold out there. I was feeling it in my bones, veins, kidneys, pancreas n all.. we were waiting for barat near angithi, n my mind was busy with malai kulfi available there.
I was in demand.. u know.. I was this long , slim, beautiful gal with ‘kajrari aankhen’ catching every eye and all auntiji’s were try to find my name and all guys were giving me 2nd look.. ok ok…
Actually I was the only gal there(4m bride’s side) n that 4m nowhere to everyone was like..”yeh kaun hai????muft kaa khana khane to nai ghuss aai..”
Generally I don’t like this, but I enjoyed it this time. Barat came late, di was looking ultimate and it was tough to figure out who is more lucky, the bride or the bridegroom??? Bahut rocking jodi hai yaar!! Fir to ji..thand ne limits hi cross kar di!!! It was so cold n chilling out there that we wrapped bride and bridegroom in blanket and then they say all the vows. We came back to guest house at 5:30 moning for the bidai pooja, n it was around 6:30am when three of us changed, non makeup and were sitting together in a cozy room in blankets. Start talking about old days, frnds and goes in a flash back.. Both the nerds kept suggesting me to take rest n that I should sleep because I have to attend office nxt monin, but that didn’t came in their “small like electron” mind ke bechari soyegi kahan??? Hum dono to razai odhkar maze se bed par soye huye hain!!!!!!!!.. when will they start treating me like a gal????
Anywz we(me n amit) catch 8:00am bus and I came sleeping throughout the journey. Borded wrong bus, feel lost, catch an auto and get back to our place sumhow!!
I had a grt time, n that after such a long time...after so long, i was nt worried of getting lost n was nt lonely....
Things changed alot,was nt like it was before.we were so carefree n happy soul, NO OFFICE NO TENSION,NTHING!!!Those were the best days n was the best part of the book,but I think i shud keep reading my favroite book.. or better say i shud keep adding new chapters in it.... without caring about THE END .
:)
Wednesday, December 6, 2006
Decode...Decipher....Decrypt :)
Seeing the frequency of the posts, u can guess what kinna work I do here????
No, I work!!!! And I sincerely enjoy my work. Each and every bit of it!!But office life asai hoti hai yaar..I don’t think I am in need of explaining IT world here..
"Samajhne wale samaajh gaye hain..naa samjhe who anadi hai!! "
Presently my PIA is not able to connect server so I am here, doing tp. :D
Life is going cool.. I am working on ERP Package, aham.. ERP package bole to Enterprise Resource Planning, matlab sab paka pakaya maal hai bas thoda idhar udhar utha patki karo aur kaam khatam..samjhe!! :)
In ERP, I am in People Soft technology..na na.. don’t mind if u nvr heard of it cause maine bhi pehli baar hi suna hai L.kuch to bhi hai, just drag drop and copy paste types. Then a browser is there where we can have online transaction screens and all…
Pehle I used to feel like, mujhe Africa ke desert mein bhej diya gaya hai!!!!! There was so much to explore aur main to thodi si..…...woh…..….zaraa………..matlab samajh bhi jaao....haan...wahi......nonsense hun na(he he he!!)
But now my chemistry with People Soft (PS) is changing, its getting on track and “ m loving it”..its going cool….
There are Different tools in it!!
PIA is the navigation tool. It makes PS understandable, approachable and easy. Infect PS is nothing without this. We are extremely comfortable with each other and have grt compatibility. But what to do?? He left me alone here, I am missing him. :(
App designer is the developing tool. I am equally comfortable to work on and may develop similar compatibility with him one day. This one gives details about his actions, and hence u can trust him .He actually try to provide a lot of ease, have lots of inbuilt functions, alwz working(unlike PIA) and I think is interested in me, but I am in love with PS Query.
This is a reporting tool, completely different stuff from what I have ever done. It’s approachable and an absolute delight to work upon. IT is actually challenging and interesting. I feel how wonderful PS is, with PS query in it. Though, didn’t give background details and is not at all trustworthy and worst is this,can be integrated with any out of people tool functionality. But I am attracted to PS query. It’s good for my Carrier. Now the point is this, I think ‘A’ is better with him (Infect I am sure), I am no where. How m goanna make everyone feel that I can and m desperate to work upon PS query??? 'K' says its my fault.I have shown equal skills in all the tools and then we have ‘A’ with us, who is bond of this tool. Both are made for each other. Why i'll be considered????Mera kya hoga???pata nai???
Let’s see, Where I go in PS and whether PS query is in my fate or not!! I’ll keep updating u guys about my carrier(I know u are nt interested but aur likhun bhi kya?? Poora time office mein kat jaata hai..kissi aur cheez ke liye time kahan???)
Till then try to save urself from all the boring stuffs I write and think.
Kouser (one of my colleague,sits in my cubicle, i m nt sure of the spelling of his name.) is playing jagjit singh’s ‘hoshwalon ko khabar kya’..
what a lovely song ..
“Hum labon se keh na paye hal-e-dil unse kabhi..
Aur who samjhe nahi ke, khamoshi kya cheez hai!!”
Au revoir ! ! Vous bénir !
:)
No, I work!!!! And I sincerely enjoy my work. Each and every bit of it!!But office life asai hoti hai yaar..I don’t think I am in need of explaining IT world here..
"Samajhne wale samaajh gaye hain..naa samjhe who anadi hai!! "
Presently my PIA is not able to connect server so I am here, doing tp. :D
Life is going cool.. I am working on ERP Package, aham.. ERP package bole to Enterprise Resource Planning, matlab sab paka pakaya maal hai bas thoda idhar udhar utha patki karo aur kaam khatam..samjhe!! :)
In ERP, I am in People Soft technology..na na.. don’t mind if u nvr heard of it cause maine bhi pehli baar hi suna hai L.kuch to bhi hai, just drag drop and copy paste types. Then a browser is there where we can have online transaction screens and all…
Pehle I used to feel like, mujhe Africa ke desert mein bhej diya gaya hai!!!!! There was so much to explore aur main to thodi si..…...woh…..….zaraa………..matlab samajh bhi jaao....haan...wahi......nonsense hun na(he he he!!)
But now my chemistry with People Soft (PS) is changing, its getting on track and “ m loving it”..its going cool….
There are Different tools in it!!
PIA is the navigation tool. It makes PS understandable, approachable and easy. Infect PS is nothing without this. We are extremely comfortable with each other and have grt compatibility. But what to do?? He left me alone here, I am missing him. :(
App designer is the developing tool. I am equally comfortable to work on and may develop similar compatibility with him one day. This one gives details about his actions, and hence u can trust him .He actually try to provide a lot of ease, have lots of inbuilt functions, alwz working(unlike PIA) and I think is interested in me, but I am in love with PS Query.
This is a reporting tool, completely different stuff from what I have ever done. It’s approachable and an absolute delight to work upon. IT is actually challenging and interesting. I feel how wonderful PS is, with PS query in it. Though, didn’t give background details and is not at all trustworthy and worst is this,can be integrated with any out of people tool functionality. But I am attracted to PS query. It’s good for my Carrier. Now the point is this, I think ‘A’ is better with him (Infect I am sure), I am no where. How m goanna make everyone feel that I can and m desperate to work upon PS query??? 'K' says its my fault.I have shown equal skills in all the tools and then we have ‘A’ with us, who is bond of this tool. Both are made for each other. Why i'll be considered????Mera kya hoga???pata nai???
Let’s see, Where I go in PS and whether PS query is in my fate or not!! I’ll keep updating u guys about my carrier(I know u are nt interested but aur likhun bhi kya?? Poora time office mein kat jaata hai..kissi aur cheez ke liye time kahan???)
Till then try to save urself from all the boring stuffs I write and think.
Kouser (one of my colleague,sits in my cubicle, i m nt sure of the spelling of his name.) is playing jagjit singh’s ‘hoshwalon ko khabar kya’..
what a lovely song ..
“Hum labon se keh na paye hal-e-dil unse kabhi..
Aur who samjhe nahi ke, khamoshi kya cheez hai!!”
Au revoir ! ! Vous bénir !
:)
Saturday, December 2, 2006
Love, friendship and relationships!!!
See It’s a topic recently reviewed by a frnd of mine..picked up the same title 4m there, but I think I can enlighten people with some of my thought!!
Love, indeed a very heavy ‘word’!! Cant use it for every one and I agree that its very confusing. You have different people, different relations but same feeling, u love them. u love ur parents, frnds, family, boyfrnd, husband, children n so many more. it is confusing naa!!
But I think love is a very capable ‘word’. Capable of handling all these relations together…and its nt the confusion with love, its the confusion with our mind, which tries to materialize love.Love don’t have forms, magnitude or types..its just a feeling of heart for a person who is urs. Anyone, irrespective of ur relation with him.love dont have expectations, dont need reasons, any thought or anything. u love people, even if u dont want to, even if u want to stop urself to do so.
Relationships is something which, if not materialize wont stay long. It’s a very practical ‘word’, very responsible ‘word’. We can love anyone anywz but we can’t have similar relationships with everyone. I love my friend, I love my boyfriend, I love both but I have different relationships with them, I have different responsibilities for them n different expectations too. Responsibilities and expectations are obvious with relationships and hence one shouldn’t move into, until he/she is ready 4 handling these ‘words’. Being in a relationship is a mature thing,u have it cause u want to hav..its a decision.But love can be childish, can be unreasonable n stupid.
And for that specific relationship, termed as “love of ur life” things get further complicated. Because I think it’s not just about love, responsibility or expectations, it’s a matter of lifetime. It’s about picking up a guy n putting him on the level of my parents, leaving my sweet home n living with him. Wake up every morning next to him. This need lots of things to take care of. We can’t led a cool life if don’t feel comfortable with each others family and life style. But what if I love a guy who is of opposite pole in every sense, what if he is not responsible and what his life style includes all those things which I hate?????
Love doesn’t see this. Don't care.Love can’t think na!!
I think I’ll go with my mind!!! I can start loving someone but cant wake up next to an irresponsible nt able to hold me kinna nerd, even if I love him alot!! As simple as that!! same goes with me, why one should live his life with me if i am not being able to add something to what he already have.
Love is everything, its pure, satisfying and its the need of every human soul, without love i wont be what i am, u wont be what u are... but,Life is not just about love, its not as simple as shahrukh and kajol love story n “sarson ke khet mein” songs!! Its what our parents do..live together and face things together. Being there 4 each other, trust each other.Bring up there children and love them.. I may be sounding like ammaji… but for me.. practicle world is what matters..rather than fairy tales which honesly i love alot but, i am no cinderella and there is no prince waiting for me, cause life is very diffrent then what it seems....
Sorry kalway..i am nt trying to put u on spot or sumthing...sachchi!!! :)
Love, indeed a very heavy ‘word’!! Cant use it for every one and I agree that its very confusing. You have different people, different relations but same feeling, u love them. u love ur parents, frnds, family, boyfrnd, husband, children n so many more. it is confusing naa!!
But I think love is a very capable ‘word’. Capable of handling all these relations together…and its nt the confusion with love, its the confusion with our mind, which tries to materialize love.Love don’t have forms, magnitude or types..its just a feeling of heart for a person who is urs. Anyone, irrespective of ur relation with him.love dont have expectations, dont need reasons, any thought or anything. u love people, even if u dont want to, even if u want to stop urself to do so.
Relationships is something which, if not materialize wont stay long. It’s a very practical ‘word’, very responsible ‘word’. We can love anyone anywz but we can’t have similar relationships with everyone. I love my friend, I love my boyfriend, I love both but I have different relationships with them, I have different responsibilities for them n different expectations too. Responsibilities and expectations are obvious with relationships and hence one shouldn’t move into, until he/she is ready 4 handling these ‘words’. Being in a relationship is a mature thing,u have it cause u want to hav..its a decision.But love can be childish, can be unreasonable n stupid.
And for that specific relationship, termed as “love of ur life” things get further complicated. Because I think it’s not just about love, responsibility or expectations, it’s a matter of lifetime. It’s about picking up a guy n putting him on the level of my parents, leaving my sweet home n living with him. Wake up every morning next to him. This need lots of things to take care of. We can’t led a cool life if don’t feel comfortable with each others family and life style. But what if I love a guy who is of opposite pole in every sense, what if he is not responsible and what his life style includes all those things which I hate?????
Love doesn’t see this. Don't care.Love can’t think na!!
I think I’ll go with my mind!!! I can start loving someone but cant wake up next to an irresponsible nt able to hold me kinna nerd, even if I love him alot!! As simple as that!! same goes with me, why one should live his life with me if i am not being able to add something to what he already have.
Love is everything, its pure, satisfying and its the need of every human soul, without love i wont be what i am, u wont be what u are... but,Life is not just about love, its not as simple as shahrukh and kajol love story n “sarson ke khet mein” songs!! Its what our parents do..live together and face things together. Being there 4 each other, trust each other.Bring up there children and love them.. I may be sounding like ammaji… but for me.. practicle world is what matters..rather than fairy tales which honesly i love alot but, i am no cinderella and there is no prince waiting for me, cause life is very diffrent then what it seems....
Sorry kalway..i am nt trying to put u on spot or sumthing...sachchi!!! :)
Monday, November 27, 2006
Confessions of a......teenage drama queen..or dangerous mind
I am here for confessing, I am not afraid!!! what if I am tagged!!! Its just a begaining..i have series of confessions :)...
Both titles suites this post..NO!! i am not trying to hide my age..i am nt a teenage girl..but i am a drama queen and my mind is dangerous, 4 me as well as 4 others..see i already started confessing...so lets bein it in a systematic way..
1. yupp.. i am a drama queen. pure nautanki!!! alwaz exaggerate things!!! but that depends on my mood and to people i am talking to!!
2. I am moody!! can be sunshine and can be very cold!! some people undstan, some dont!!!
3.I feel extremely odd when someone praise me like,'ur looking beautiful' or 'hey!! ur so pretty!!'. say i am cool, or smart or talkative!! but dont use these adjectives.. i like them but nt used to of it!!!
4. I can never say what i want!! like i want 'spring'(my best frnd) to take a project 4m my city.then we'll be here together..par main nai bol sakti usse yeh!!!!!! Infect , if I want something desperately i'll say 'i dont care!!'..yupp i am mad!!
5. i can lie brilliantly!! i am a dramabaaz!! i dont prefer lying but can clearly lie!! very good lier indeed!! people cant catch me !!!
6. I cant start a talk n cant end it.. Like, i cant just go n say..'hi!! how r u!!' n start talking(even with my frnds!!)n once i start talking. i hate saying.. 'yaar, ab main rakhti hun!!' or 'achcha! main jaati hun!!' or 'main jaaun??'.
7. I hate saying goodbyes!! One shudnt took me to station for see off!! I can create scene!! Like when 'spring' was leaving for job..people on that train were thinking he is going on 'kargil war' or sumthing!!! i can create mess!!
8. I cry often!!!n that alot!! dad says i can cry 1760 times a day!! i dont hav hangovers..but i can cry on anything!! a movie!! Accidents!! mandir!!frnds!!mumma!!or avain..no matter wat!!the list is endless!!
9. i feel most embarrassed to cry in front of anyone,even my parents!!! 'Spring' says..i look very bad when i cry!! ha ha ha!! but thats no point!! I feel shy!!
10. i may look like a very forward, outspoken, bold girl but actually i am a very traditional, religious n timid person!! yupp this one is tough to confess!!
11. i am afraid of water, heights and crossing roads in night times!! that halogen headlights scares me!!
12. I deteste going to a dentist and beauty parlor..now dentist u can undstan, but beauty parlor??? i dont like those gals there..they terrifies me! I avoid going to a salon!!
13. I am very consious about my weight!! dont want to look fat!! but i am nt at all consious about my food habits..so i was n am alwz fat!!! ab kya karen!! badi tension hai!! :D
14. I am very perticular about my feets. By gods grace they are nice..And by my grace(accidents) they messed up!!! but still i try to take extra care of them..
15. I generally wear over size clothes..look fattier in it but i lfind them comfortable.My fashion sence is sick and i am very bad in shopping..
16.I love my eyes!! not that, they are beautiful, big, kajrari aankhen...they are actually..yellow in colour.. ha ha ha!!..but whenever i look into them..it reminds me..i look like my papa!!! :)
17. I feel very proud when someone says..u look like ur papa!! :)
18.I am a big tension taker!!! and i bug my mind on useless things!!they keep haunting me!!i dont like to stay free! need sumthing to keep me going!!
19.I have a very bad memory!! especially with dates and names!! (sorry guys if sumday i bump to u n say..excuse me!! :))
20. I love surprises!! Surprise visits, gifts,parties!!n giving surprises is so cool!! satisfying!!
21.I feel very uncomfortable when ' K ' (a very good frnd of mine) discuss his crushes! I dont like when he praise any gal in front of me! I dont know why, but i try to wrap up the conversation as soon as possible!!!(now ur nt going to bug me for confessing this!!)
22. I like watching movies!!and i like romantic kissing scens(my god!!!!!!!! i am writing this!!!!) I am no dirty mind!! I am nt taking about those 'choking lungs scens'..but i really feel nice to see Rayn kissing Marrissa in 'The OC' ,looks like they belong to each other or When Hugh Grant kisses Julia Roberts in'Notting Hill'.... or Chad Michael Murray kissed Hilary duff in 'The Cinderella Story'.That movie will be incomplete if he had not run just to kiss her!! In the same way 'Sweet Home Alabama' will be not be that magical, without its lovely end scene.Am i sounding shameless?????arre.. confessing yaar!!!
23.One thing I cant resist!! Solitaire diamond ring!! I am completely, truly, madly in love with diamond rings. Anyone in the world can propose me with it(nt people like mushraff..plz!!!)!! i'll have to say yes!!!
24.Another confession!! I have never been proposed!! Not directly, indirectly or like anything!!! That’s it!!
Now u guys can laugh on me… how ridicules n pathetic I am!! Or why the hell I am telling u all this nonsence.. par kya Karen!! ‘R’ tagged me!!! Try to be honest!! Fir bhi nt been able to write 31 confessions… koi naa meri jaan!! Tu tension mat le.. will write sum lately..
This post is to be continued……
*****************************
'R' called me and she scold me!!! There are some confessions she expected but i didn’t write. so here are they..
25. I am afraid of mice and lizards!! ok ok!! so what. everybody should!! They are so creepy and weird and dangerous. And i can pick cockroach, caterpillars and bugs. That used to be my favorite tp..
26. I hate washing my hair!! Now that’s something which needs proper explanation.. see washing hair needs lots of efforts n drying them made me mad, and…leave it!!!! You guys wont undstan.
27. I do sleep talking!! haanji sote huye bhi bakar karti hun!! Once I scared Richie!!
28.I like attending phone calls late night(odd hours)!! I am sleeping, someone called and I am talking to her/him in low voice 4m my razai.. I just love it!! It makes me feel very special!! (u guys are sure na…I am mad!!)
29. I bite nails!!! Bite them till they bleed and then swell and get infected!! I am a skunk!!! Tried a lot but aadat chutati hi nai!!
30.I don’t like word ‘perfect’. This kinna thing doesn’t exist and I simply don’t like people who seems perfect. I like to be with people who are true and straight not perfect. Would love a guy who is intelligent, witty and bit mad like me. ‘Thoda sa pagla, thoda sayana’!! (Yeh le!!! yeh bhi likh diya!! Khush!!!)
31. (Finally!!!) I want to sincerely request all the bloggers of the world that tagging is injurious to mind and hands!!! Plz plz avoid these nonsense acts!! People like me can have emotional breakdown while revealing all this!!!
Thank you and have a grt day!!!
Both titles suites this post..NO!! i am not trying to hide my age..i am nt a teenage girl..but i am a drama queen and my mind is dangerous, 4 me as well as 4 others..see i already started confessing...so lets bein it in a systematic way..
1. yupp.. i am a drama queen. pure nautanki!!! alwaz exaggerate things!!! but that depends on my mood and to people i am talking to!!
2. I am moody!! can be sunshine and can be very cold!! some people undstan, some dont!!!
3.I feel extremely odd when someone praise me like,'ur looking beautiful' or 'hey!! ur so pretty!!'. say i am cool, or smart or talkative!! but dont use these adjectives.. i like them but nt used to of it!!!
4. I can never say what i want!! like i want 'spring'(my best frnd) to take a project 4m my city.then we'll be here together..par main nai bol sakti usse yeh!!!!!! Infect , if I want something desperately i'll say 'i dont care!!'..yupp i am mad!!
5. i can lie brilliantly!! i am a dramabaaz!! i dont prefer lying but can clearly lie!! very good lier indeed!! people cant catch me !!!
6. I cant start a talk n cant end it.. Like, i cant just go n say..'hi!! how r u!!' n start talking(even with my frnds!!)n once i start talking. i hate saying.. 'yaar, ab main rakhti hun!!' or 'achcha! main jaati hun!!' or 'main jaaun??'.
7. I hate saying goodbyes!! One shudnt took me to station for see off!! I can create scene!! Like when 'spring' was leaving for job..people on that train were thinking he is going on 'kargil war' or sumthing!!! i can create mess!!
8. I cry often!!!n that alot!! dad says i can cry 1760 times a day!! i dont hav hangovers..but i can cry on anything!! a movie!! Accidents!! mandir!!frnds!!mumma!!or avain..no matter wat!!the list is endless!!
9. i feel most embarrassed to cry in front of anyone,even my parents!!! 'Spring' says..i look very bad when i cry!! ha ha ha!! but thats no point!! I feel shy!!
10. i may look like a very forward, outspoken, bold girl but actually i am a very traditional, religious n timid person!! yupp this one is tough to confess!!
11. i am afraid of water, heights and crossing roads in night times!! that halogen headlights scares me!!
12. I deteste going to a dentist and beauty parlor..now dentist u can undstan, but beauty parlor??? i dont like those gals there..they terrifies me! I avoid going to a salon!!
13. I am very consious about my weight!! dont want to look fat!! but i am nt at all consious about my food habits..so i was n am alwz fat!!! ab kya karen!! badi tension hai!! :D
14. I am very perticular about my feets. By gods grace they are nice..And by my grace(accidents) they messed up!!! but still i try to take extra care of them..
15. I generally wear over size clothes..look fattier in it but i lfind them comfortable.My fashion sence is sick and i am very bad in shopping..
16.I love my eyes!! not that, they are beautiful, big, kajrari aankhen...they are actually..yellow in colour.. ha ha ha!!..but whenever i look into them..it reminds me..i look like my papa!!! :)
17. I feel very proud when someone says..u look like ur papa!! :)
18.I am a big tension taker!!! and i bug my mind on useless things!!they keep haunting me!!i dont like to stay free! need sumthing to keep me going!!
19.I have a very bad memory!! especially with dates and names!! (sorry guys if sumday i bump to u n say..excuse me!! :))
20. I love surprises!! Surprise visits, gifts,parties!!n giving surprises is so cool!! satisfying!!
21.I feel very uncomfortable when ' K ' (a very good frnd of mine) discuss his crushes! I dont like when he praise any gal in front of me! I dont know why, but i try to wrap up the conversation as soon as possible!!!(now ur nt going to bug me for confessing this!!)
22. I like watching movies!!and i like romantic kissing scens(my god!!!!!!!! i am writing this!!!!) I am no dirty mind!! I am nt taking about those 'choking lungs scens'..but i really feel nice to see Rayn kissing Marrissa in 'The OC' ,looks like they belong to each other or When Hugh Grant kisses Julia Roberts in'Notting Hill'.... or Chad Michael Murray kissed Hilary duff in 'The Cinderella Story'.That movie will be incomplete if he had not run just to kiss her!! In the same way 'Sweet Home Alabama' will be not be that magical, without its lovely end scene.Am i sounding shameless?????arre.. confessing yaar!!!
23.One thing I cant resist!! Solitaire diamond ring!! I am completely, truly, madly in love with diamond rings. Anyone in the world can propose me with it(nt people like mushraff..plz!!!)!! i'll have to say yes!!!
24.Another confession!! I have never been proposed!! Not directly, indirectly or like anything!!! That’s it!!
Now u guys can laugh on me… how ridicules n pathetic I am!! Or why the hell I am telling u all this nonsence.. par kya Karen!! ‘R’ tagged me!!! Try to be honest!! Fir bhi nt been able to write 31 confessions… koi naa meri jaan!! Tu tension mat le.. will write sum lately..
This post is to be continued……
*****************************
'R' called me and she scold me!!! There are some confessions she expected but i didn’t write. so here are they..
25. I am afraid of mice and lizards!! ok ok!! so what. everybody should!! They are so creepy and weird and dangerous. And i can pick cockroach, caterpillars and bugs. That used to be my favorite tp..
26. I hate washing my hair!! Now that’s something which needs proper explanation.. see washing hair needs lots of efforts n drying them made me mad, and…leave it!!!! You guys wont undstan.
27. I do sleep talking!! haanji sote huye bhi bakar karti hun!! Once I scared Richie!!
28.I like attending phone calls late night(odd hours)!! I am sleeping, someone called and I am talking to her/him in low voice 4m my razai.. I just love it!! It makes me feel very special!! (u guys are sure na…I am mad!!)
29. I bite nails!!! Bite them till they bleed and then swell and get infected!! I am a skunk!!! Tried a lot but aadat chutati hi nai!!
30.I don’t like word ‘perfect’. This kinna thing doesn’t exist and I simply don’t like people who seems perfect. I like to be with people who are true and straight not perfect. Would love a guy who is intelligent, witty and bit mad like me. ‘Thoda sa pagla, thoda sayana’!! (Yeh le!!! yeh bhi likh diya!! Khush!!!)
31. (Finally!!!) I want to sincerely request all the bloggers of the world that tagging is injurious to mind and hands!!! Plz plz avoid these nonsense acts!! People like me can have emotional breakdown while revealing all this!!!
Thank you and have a grt day!!!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
when will spring come?????
Sun was shining bright... so bright that I was burning. The air around's dry, content less, light, without life.....I was trying to protect myself cause something's evaporating...going away from me..i was drying dead. I cant help it..my lips were chapped, bleeding...i know i was loosing you...
why you have to leave me????i know i prayed for it..but why cant i come with you??? i prayed for it too..why i prayed like this???why we are parting???
no, i cant wait for you here..i wish i can..then will nvr move 4m here....will alwz stand still,but..see there goes my way..straight away..up above..just opposite of you..we are moving with life, along with the wind...and its the summer wind, dry, content less, light, without life.....
You gone!!!!!.sun hide...wind blows...lots of clouds...over dampness...i am glad its raining...
i love rain cause no one knows i am crying..no one can see stains on my cheek, no one can see my red eyes swell. yes dear, i still cant cry in front of anyone, i still feel odd saying “I am feeling bad!!"..i am still as before, cant say what i want, cant admit what i feel..still try to hide myself when i need someone most....where are you???i need you so badly..nvr tel you things, but you figured out..was alwz lying but you found out!!! i wish it rains all night..all time...till i cry..till i get empty..till i get consumed....may dampness persist and air remain this heavy..i need some one to throw myself on…..
look at my face..its pale, my palm..white n my nails are blue...m i dead or is it cause of cold outside..so long since i saw sunshine...i am feeling freezed...dead freezed...
Moving along with cold breeze..Its working on me.. slowly slowly… Filling my lungs..moving in my veins…killing my spark..stealing my liveliness…
need you here.. your words moves in me..but i cant see you, i can sense you around but i cant touch you, I am cold from inside, I am out of soul.. I don’t feel hurt, I don’t feel pain. I dont want to breath....
Want to run..run to you..want to get adheres in you...hold me tight dear...so tight that i wont feel my existence, i'll get dissolved in you ... hide me in you, i dont belong to this world..i need warmth. Warmth of ur touch..warmth of ur love..i want to remember, want to feel again..how it was when I feel complete.. when I was filled of happiness, my face glowed by ur aura,when u were around..when sun shines but air was cool..when I want to breath cause it was ur scent in it….
Tell me na dear!!!!!…when will that day come???????when will spring come???????
What bought us together, might remain unspoken,
What held us together, might wornoff and broken..
Even if ur way was diffrent,as i felt was mine,
Now i want our paths to be crossed..
Waiting for my time...
why you have to leave me????i know i prayed for it..but why cant i come with you??? i prayed for it too..why i prayed like this???why we are parting???
no, i cant wait for you here..i wish i can..then will nvr move 4m here....will alwz stand still,but..see there goes my way..straight away..up above..just opposite of you..we are moving with life, along with the wind...and its the summer wind, dry, content less, light, without life.....
You gone!!!!!.sun hide...wind blows...lots of clouds...over dampness...i am glad its raining...
i love rain cause no one knows i am crying..no one can see stains on my cheek, no one can see my red eyes swell. yes dear, i still cant cry in front of anyone, i still feel odd saying “I am feeling bad!!"..i am still as before, cant say what i want, cant admit what i feel..still try to hide myself when i need someone most....where are you???i need you so badly..nvr tel you things, but you figured out..was alwz lying but you found out!!! i wish it rains all night..all time...till i cry..till i get empty..till i get consumed....may dampness persist and air remain this heavy..i need some one to throw myself on…..
look at my face..its pale, my palm..white n my nails are blue...m i dead or is it cause of cold outside..so long since i saw sunshine...i am feeling freezed...dead freezed...
Moving along with cold breeze..Its working on me.. slowly slowly… Filling my lungs..moving in my veins…killing my spark..stealing my liveliness…
need you here.. your words moves in me..but i cant see you, i can sense you around but i cant touch you, I am cold from inside, I am out of soul.. I don’t feel hurt, I don’t feel pain. I dont want to breath....
Want to run..run to you..want to get adheres in you...hold me tight dear...so tight that i wont feel my existence, i'll get dissolved in you ... hide me in you, i dont belong to this world..i need warmth. Warmth of ur touch..warmth of ur love..i want to remember, want to feel again..how it was when I feel complete.. when I was filled of happiness, my face glowed by ur aura,when u were around..when sun shines but air was cool..when I want to breath cause it was ur scent in it….
Tell me na dear!!!!!…when will that day come???????when will spring come???????
What bought us together, might remain unspoken,
What held us together, might wornoff and broken..
Even if ur way was diffrent,as i felt was mine,
Now i want our paths to be crossed..
Waiting for my time...
Monday, November 20, 2006
I Love..I Care..
There cant be more personnel, beautiful, warm and touchy words then love n care
I m not writing this post against people with attitude..'i dont care' or 'i get a damn'. but just give a think. do u really don’t care...one can be actually like this.. but i want to express. How much i like these words n how important they are for me. How wonderful its to care someone n to be cared by someone..
I was this 3 or 4 year old when my dad get posted on field. For a civil engineer being on site is not just leveling and ranging n cement n granite. it means being late for lunch n dinner, being absent 4m surroundings 4 long n late night work and drawings. I, like a normal girl used to hate my papa's job. I used to think..
"my god!! papa ke sir kitne gande hain..itna sara homework dete hain..papa ke pass time hi nai, kitne dinon se unhone ' mash' ko 'lakdi ki kaathi' gaane pe jhula nai jhulaya :( "
(don’t get confuse!!! 'mash' is wat i pronounce 'master'. It was the nickname given by my neighbors n i used to address myself with it).
I use to sit with papa till late night(4 me late night means 10:00 pm) with my pencil n 4 line copy.....Arre my dad is working like hell, i should give company na :)..
Once He tried to convince..
"Beta.. papa is 31 years old n Raja is only 3, so u should go to bed..u'll work like me when you'll be old enough"
(yupp!! right my papa call me RAJA.. that’s the sweetest nick name i have)
n I, with my 'alwaz ready with a reply' attitude said....
"papa, when I’ll of ur age i'll be very smart..very very intelligent n then i will do all ur homework n u'll be able to go to bed early..thik hai!!!"..
Now i think. can i ever be that big... papa se bada koi kaise ho sakta hai buddhu!!!!
But my papa still remembers how happy I was with this thought...
I love my papa. I care 4 him.. and i know no one in this entire universe can love me more then him...how pure his love is. how selfless his care is.. n both of us enjoy this 'love care' relation so much. I love all the small small things he do 4 me..
"RAJA like kaju katli alot..lets buy it 4m manohar..he make good kaju katli"
ha ha ha.
Its just that..i feel sometime irrelevant, silly n stupid thinks works. Work like medicine, work like a blanket, work like anything. people cant be with u forever, but words can...
it feels so nice when someone says
"aaloo, take care!!" or "love you moti!!" or " hey!! wassup???" or "hey miss universe!! me 2 miss u!!" or "main hun naa..i'll be there 4 u" or "tension naa liya kar lajjorani!!" or "raja babu,gussa ho gaye kya???".. :)
I am blessed with people like this, they love. they care...selflessly and unconditionally...they r my people, they r my life.. i like when they show it and i am honored to have them. these things stays. stay with you everywhere, you can never feel alone can never feel empty cause u know,someone somewhere loves you, cares for you.......
I m not writing this post against people with attitude..'i dont care' or 'i get a damn'. but just give a think. do u really don’t care...one can be actually like this.. but i want to express. How much i like these words n how important they are for me. How wonderful its to care someone n to be cared by someone..
I was this 3 or 4 year old when my dad get posted on field. For a civil engineer being on site is not just leveling and ranging n cement n granite. it means being late for lunch n dinner, being absent 4m surroundings 4 long n late night work and drawings. I, like a normal girl used to hate my papa's job. I used to think..
"my god!! papa ke sir kitne gande hain..itna sara homework dete hain..papa ke pass time hi nai, kitne dinon se unhone ' mash' ko 'lakdi ki kaathi' gaane pe jhula nai jhulaya :( "
(don’t get confuse!!! 'mash' is wat i pronounce 'master'. It was the nickname given by my neighbors n i used to address myself with it).
I use to sit with papa till late night(4 me late night means 10:00 pm) with my pencil n 4 line copy.....Arre my dad is working like hell, i should give company na :)..
Once He tried to convince..
"Beta.. papa is 31 years old n Raja is only 3, so u should go to bed..u'll work like me when you'll be old enough"
(yupp!! right my papa call me RAJA.. that’s the sweetest nick name i have)
n I, with my 'alwaz ready with a reply' attitude said....
"papa, when I’ll of ur age i'll be very smart..very very intelligent n then i will do all ur homework n u'll be able to go to bed early..thik hai!!!"..
Now i think. can i ever be that big... papa se bada koi kaise ho sakta hai buddhu!!!!
But my papa still remembers how happy I was with this thought...
I love my papa. I care 4 him.. and i know no one in this entire universe can love me more then him...how pure his love is. how selfless his care is.. n both of us enjoy this 'love care' relation so much. I love all the small small things he do 4 me..
"RAJA like kaju katli alot..lets buy it 4m manohar..he make good kaju katli"
ha ha ha.
Its just that..i feel sometime irrelevant, silly n stupid thinks works. Work like medicine, work like a blanket, work like anything. people cant be with u forever, but words can...
it feels so nice when someone says
"aaloo, take care!!" or "love you moti!!" or " hey!! wassup???" or "hey miss universe!! me 2 miss u!!" or "main hun naa..i'll be there 4 u" or "tension naa liya kar lajjorani!!" or "raja babu,gussa ho gaye kya???".. :)
I am blessed with people like this, they love. they care...selflessly and unconditionally...they r my people, they r my life.. i like when they show it and i am honored to have them. these things stays. stay with you everywhere, you can never feel alone can never feel empty cause u know,someone somewhere loves you, cares for you.......
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