Tends to Infinity.

I cannot describe

Or explain the speed of light

Or what makes thunder roll across the sky

And I could never theorize about the universe’s size

Or explain why some men live and some men die

Why anything to infinity

Is still an infinity.

And no matter how I try

I’m bound by gravity.

The things I thought I knew

changed with life and time

I feel weightless, restless

I’m endless, burnt, resign.

- Amy & Clem

He says..

“Love is not love
Which alters when alteration finds,
Or bends with the remover to remove:
Oh, no, it is an ever-fixèd mark,
that looks on tempests and is never shaken.”

- William Shakespeare, Sonnet 116

12 PM Everyday.

Good or Bad, People say things they don't mean. How do you put yourself through this and still have faith?

I want to mark this moment to remind me, One can not reason how one feels and one can not change how others feel as well.

He Spoke My Heart

"..A man cannot always be estimated by what he does. He may keep the law, and yet be worthless. He may break the law, and yet be fine. He may be bad without ever doing anything bad. He may commit a sin against society, and yet realize through that sin his true perfection."

- Oscar Wilde

The End of Act Two.

Indecisiveness and uncertainty is bad but its even worse when the decision is made and you are not the one chosen.

A bit of Clementine

- A good book/ movie/ song/ quote stays with me like forever. 

- Things can be right or wrong. But I think what matters in the end is how one feels and one can not reason a feeling.

- My biggest reservation is my self respect.

- My biggest fear is disappointing people. Kind of proved to be not 'worth of'. 

- My greatest friend and enemy is my hyperactive brain. Thoughts jumble in it with a speed of light. I think lot and alot.

- I believe the single purpose of living a life is to achieve happiness which means different to every individual.

- I am not even sure what Happiness means. Its a volatile state of mind which lives for fractions and keeps on changing.

- I think human life have this need to have someone to put their blind faith into. I think no other human deserves that hence I believe in God.

- I think nature equalizes everything. Whatever good or bad you do or happens to you is followed by vice versa, not in the way of rewards or punishments but as in consequences.

- The last time I was mesmerized was when I saw a full sunset on a straight empty road. The entire road looked on fire. Golden, Orange, Red

- The best smell I can remember is from the essence sticks my mom used to buy from some local store and lit every day all over our house.

- The best food I have ever had is from a restaurant called 'King of Thai' near St. Clair street in Toronto. I don't remember the taste but I remember I was happy and I had a great night.

- I still think the biggest gift of my life is my sister. There can not be more selfless love.

- Cinnamon reminds me of Penn Station and my friend R. I miss her.

- Every time I see/ hear a new place I feel I wasted a good part of my life and I am continuing to do so.

- I am my best critic. I would love to be really really good.. may be best at something, anything at all.

- Action speaks louder than words and sometimes those actions can be the will to try or to fight for.

- to be continued

Depravity Of Life

Dear Clementine,

- Yours Clementine.