Do you guys ever thought that you might have become a version of yourself which you never planned? Like there is some thoughts in your mind you do not talk about anymore. I wish it was possible to live a life where you don't have to screen every think come in your mind before you let it out. At least not so many of them, at least not with each and everyone.
I feel like I have this constant pressure to be my best version. Like if I slipped, I'll have no one to stand to my 'not so good' version. Not my job, my family or my friends.
A friend of mine told me that if I have settled for someone, I do not think before I say anything to them. Since then, gradually, I kept a watch on my thoughts and try to behave every second in life.
Because this way the people around me will figure my 'not so good' version soon and will feel that am not what they thought at the first place.
Its my biggest fear in life, turned out to be 'not worth of'.
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