Ying and Yang

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World around me never failed to go with the universal rule of 'balance'.

According to which "Every good will follow by bad and vise versa. "

Met some great some worst people, had some amazing moments and some unbearable times and I think I am already on my way to be indifferent about this swing in life. I am trying not to be 'so sad' about bad times and not 'so happy' about the good ones. I know it will take some time but right now all I can do is thank all mighty for keeping my spark alive.

Free falling..

Do you guys ever thought that you might have become a version of yourself which you never planned? Like there is some thoughts in your mind you do not talk about anymore. I wish it was possible to live a life where you don't have to screen every think come in your mind before you let it out. At least not so many of them, at least not with each and everyone.

I feel like I have this constant pressure to be my best version. Like if I slipped, I'll have no one to stand to my 'not so good' version. Not my job, my family or my friends.

A friend of mine told me that if I have settled for someone, I do not think before I say anything to them. Since then, gradually, I kept a watch on my thoughts and try to behave every second in life.

Because this way the people around me will figure my 'not so good' version soon and will feel that am not what they thought at the first place.

Its my biggest fear in life, turned out to be 'not worth of'.

Blessed are the forgetful

None was nearer, none was dearer,

Since the days of forty-nine,

When, in youth, he had another,

Who was then his Clementine.

Drove she ducklings to the water

Every morning just at nine,

Hit her foot against a splinter,

Fell into the foaming brine

Oh my darling, oh my darling,

My darling Clementine,

You are lost for me forever,

Dear sweet darling, Clementine.

'Winter'

I exactly remember the feeling.

It was like you go to bed one night knowing it might snow but when you wake up next morning you forgot. And then when you look outside the window its everywhere, all around you, covering every bit of the world you can see. Thats how 'it' sneaked upon me.

I wasn't planning liking it but now, I wish Summer never come. I wish the snow never melt.

Slate Creek Drive

The walk by your side,

to the voided creek

I was trying to find,

a lost paper boat.

This one which didn't float,

But glide along the creek,

with the yellow pink stripes,

the one which never float.

and if ever it could

It would come to where we are

at the walk besides the creek

with my arms in yours.

Remember Me

Doubt thou the stars are fire,

Doubt that the sun doth move,

Doubt truth to be a liar,

But never doubt I love.

Prayer

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God grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

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