Indecisiveness and uncertainty is bad but its even worse when the decision is made and you are not the one chosen.
Friday, July 4, 2014
A bit of Clementine
- A good book/ movie/ song/ quote stays with me like forever.
- Things can be right or wrong. But I think what matters in the end is how one feels and one can not reason a feeling.
- My biggest reservation is my self respect.
- My biggest fear is disappointing people. Kind of proved to be not 'worth of'.
- My greatest friend and enemy is my hyperactive brain. Thoughts jumble in it with a speed of light. I think lot and alot.
- I believe the single purpose of living a life is to achieve happiness which means different to every individual.
- I am not even sure what Happiness means. Its a volatile state of mind which lives for fractions and keeps on changing.
- I think human life have this need to have someone to put their blind faith into. I think no other human deserves that hence I believe in God.
- I think nature equalizes everything. Whatever good or bad you do or happens to you is followed by vice versa, not in the way of rewards or punishments but as in consequences.
- The last time I was mesmerized was when I saw a full sunset on a straight empty road. The entire road looked on fire. Golden, Orange, Red
- The best smell I can remember is from the essence sticks my mom used to buy from some local store and lit every day all over our house.
- The best food I have ever had is from a restaurant called 'King of Thai' near St. Clair street in Toronto. I don't remember the taste but I remember I was happy and I had a great night.
- I still think the biggest gift of my life is my sister. There can not be more selfless love.
- Cinnamon reminds me of Penn Station and my friend R. I miss her.
- Every time I see/ hear a new place I feel I wasted a good part of my life and I am continuing to do so.
- I am my best critic. I would love to be really really good.. may be best at something, anything at all.
- Action speaks louder than words and sometimes those actions can be the will to try or to fight for.
- Things can be right or wrong. But I think what matters in the end is how one feels and one can not reason a feeling.
- My biggest reservation is my self respect.
- My biggest fear is disappointing people. Kind of proved to be not 'worth of'.
- My greatest friend and enemy is my hyperactive brain. Thoughts jumble in it with a speed of light. I think lot and alot.
- I believe the single purpose of living a life is to achieve happiness which means different to every individual.
- I am not even sure what Happiness means. Its a volatile state of mind which lives for fractions and keeps on changing.
- I think human life have this need to have someone to put their blind faith into. I think no other human deserves that hence I believe in God.
- I think nature equalizes everything. Whatever good or bad you do or happens to you is followed by vice versa, not in the way of rewards or punishments but as in consequences.
- The last time I was mesmerized was when I saw a full sunset on a straight empty road. The entire road looked on fire. Golden, Orange, Red
- The best smell I can remember is from the essence sticks my mom used to buy from some local store and lit every day all over our house.
- The best food I have ever had is from a restaurant called 'King of Thai' near St. Clair street in Toronto. I don't remember the taste but I remember I was happy and I had a great night.
- I still think the biggest gift of my life is my sister. There can not be more selfless love.
- Cinnamon reminds me of Penn Station and my friend R. I miss her.
- Every time I see/ hear a new place I feel I wasted a good part of my life and I am continuing to do so.
- I am my best critic. I would love to be really really good.. may be best at something, anything at all.
- Action speaks louder than words and sometimes those actions can be the will to try or to fight for.
- to be continued
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Saturday, February 8, 2014
The theory about 'You' and 'Me'
This is the thing here,I have a theory.
a theory about you, me and our time.
and may be its a silly theory
but its worth making a story.
The story goes like usual,
a boy from north and a girl from west,
whats not usual is the rest,
Cause they have nothing which makes them
looks like they belong to the same picture.
As apart as night and day,
like house rock and classic jazz
One in Mesopotamia and other from Galloway.
But still they fell good, as good as it gets.
And she dwelled upon if he could really see
and there he dreams and weaves and sings
she didn't know whats making him stay
and that's where the theory comes in.
Its like pieces of a puzzle
none like other and none matches,
Each one to make other whole,
because a complete story needs all its pages.
because a complete story needs all its pages.
I say, I don't get you most of the time
and I know you don't either.
as mad and impossible this theory sounds,
its extraordinary because it brings us together.
- Clementine
Not here or there
I love airports.
The constant chaos and buzz, the sound of planes on runway, the smell of coffee and the most important the lost look of everyone. No one there thinks about the present but have some story going on in their mind about past or future. Some are sad, some dreamy, hopeful, some are happy and some are exhausted. But all are living anywhere but present, suspended in time, waiting for things to happen.
No one has time to judge you and even get to know you. The slightest nod, wish or acknowledgement is considered as a warm gesture.
I want to spend a day in a airport cafe lounge, preferably the one where I can see plains airborne, and baristas in action and my kindle fully charged. People coming and going, I can make as many stories as I want.
What a day that would be! :)
The constant chaos and buzz, the sound of planes on runway, the smell of coffee and the most important the lost look of everyone. No one there thinks about the present but have some story going on in their mind about past or future. Some are sad, some dreamy, hopeful, some are happy and some are exhausted. But all are living anywhere but present, suspended in time, waiting for things to happen.
No one has time to judge you and even get to know you. The slightest nod, wish or acknowledgement is considered as a warm gesture.
I want to spend a day in a airport cafe lounge, preferably the one where I can see plains airborne, and baristas in action and my kindle fully charged. People coming and going, I can make as many stories as I want.
What a day that would be! :)
Tuesday, February 4, 2014
Cumulus Clouds
- '...And see those clouds?'
- 'Hard to miss.'
- 'Those are cumulus clouds. Did you know that?'
- 'I'm sure I should.'
- 'They're the best ones.'
- 'How come?'
- 'Because they look the way clouds are supposed to look, the way you draw them when you're a kid. Which is nice, you know? I mean, the sun never looks the way you drew it.'
- 'like a wheel with spokes?'
- 'Exactly! and my family certainly never looks the way I drew them.'
- 'Stick figures?'
- 'Yeah with hands and feet looked like mittens..but its nice isn't it? when something matches like that?'
- 'Hard to miss.'
- 'Those are cumulus clouds. Did you know that?'
- 'I'm sure I should.'
- 'They're the best ones.'
- 'How come?'
- 'Because they look the way clouds are supposed to look, the way you draw them when you're a kid. Which is nice, you know? I mean, the sun never looks the way you drew it.'
- 'like a wheel with spokes?'
- 'Exactly! and my family certainly never looks the way I drew them.'
- 'Stick figures?'
- 'Yeah with hands and feet looked like mittens..but its nice isn't it? when something matches like that?'
- Jennifer E. Smith
Saturday, December 21, 2013
The problem is...
“It is absurd to divide people into good and bad. People are either charming or tedious.”
― Oscar Wilde, 'Lady Windermere's Fan'
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