I Love..I Care..

There cant be more personnel, beautiful, warm and touchy words then love n care
I m not writing this post against people with attitude..'i dont care' or 'i get a damn'. but just give a think. do u really don’t care...one can be actually like this.. but i want to express. How much i like these words n how important they are for me. How wonderful its to care someone n to be cared by someone..

I was this 3 or 4 year old when my dad get posted on field. For a civil engineer being on site is not just leveling and ranging n cement n granite. it means being late for lunch n dinner, being absent 4m surroundings 4 long n late night work and drawings. I, like a normal girl used to hate my papa's job. I used to think..

"my god!! papa ke sir kitne gande hain..itna sara homework dete hain..papa ke pass time hi nai, kitne dinon se unhone ' mash' ko 'lakdi ki kaathi' gaane pe jhula nai jhulaya :( "
(don’t get confuse!!! 'mash' is wat i pronounce 'master'. It was the nickname given by my neighbors n i used to address myself with it).

I use to sit with papa till late night(4 me late night means 10:00 pm) with my pencil n 4 line copy.....Arre my dad is working like hell, i should give company na :)..

Once He tried to convince..

"Beta.. papa is 31 years old n Raja is only 3, so u should go to bed..u'll work like me when you'll be old enough"
(yupp!! right my papa call me RAJA.. that’s the sweetest nick name i have)

n I, with my 'alwaz ready with a reply' attitude said....

"papa, when I’ll of ur age i'll be very smart..very very intelligent n then i will do all ur homework n u'll be able to go to bed early..thik hai!!!"..
Now i think. can i ever be that big... papa se bada koi kaise ho sakta hai buddhu!!!!
But my papa still remembers how happy I was with this thought...

I love my papa. I care 4 him.. and i know no one in this entire universe can love me more then him...how pure his love is. how selfless his care is.. n both of us enjoy this 'love care' relation so much. I love all the small small things he do 4 me..
"RAJA like kaju katli alot..lets buy it 4m manohar..he make good kaju katli"
ha ha ha.

Its just that..i feel sometime irrelevant, silly n stupid thinks works. Work like medicine, work like a blanket, work like anything. people cant be with u forever, but words can...
it feels so nice when someone says
"aaloo, take care!!" or "love you moti!!" or " hey!! wassup???" or "hey miss universe!! me 2 miss u!!" or "main hun naa..i'll be there 4 u" or "tension naa liya kar lajjorani!!" or "raja babu,gussa ho gaye kya???".. :)


I am blessed with people like this, they love. they care...selflessly and unconditionally...they r my people, they r my life.. i like when they show it and i am honored to have them. these things stays. stay with you everywhere, you can never feel alone can never feel empty cause u know,someone somewhere loves you, cares for you.......