It's a GRAY World....

It’s sad to see this world is getting more calculated than simple and natural. I can expect a calculated talk between me and my manager. We both are in a relationship where we both don’t want to reveal our actual motives. We both have a dependency but don’t want other to realize it. We are bound to play with each other. But when its coming to an extend of playing mind games while talking to a frnd on a phone call…I know its blowing out of proportion.

A simple conversation has turned into complication, a time which u wants to be a relaxing moment has turned into a battlefield…where both of us were too consciously trying to mind our words and keeping our hands clean, building fake things…When it’s necessary to win everything?? There should be some things in life which should be away from measures and calculations, where talking should be more like reading Calvin n Hobbs rather than playing Sudoku where we have a race over who is gonna finish it first. I was part of it…still m complaining!!!

You know what really becomes the binding factor in human race, what’s keeping us together anyhow...It’s the Cat n Mouse thing, and its not just fighting for survival anymore. Cat wants to catch a mouse for survival and Mouse want to save him for the same....The one who wins the race will move ahead! It’s much more complicated for us because unlike the very CAT and MOUSE we have quite a developed brain and this brain plays to win...so it’s like we all are playing mind games to be here!

Everyday everywhere we want to prove ourselves over something and we became so absorbed by this that we are trying to be calculated with our dear ppl also…. Its not that we choose to live like this...it’s the part of evolution of the species I guess. We can’t live longer if we'll just stick to the lines....

i liked what “Two Face” says in the movie DARK KNIGHT...

"You either die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain"....

It is indeed tough to stick to the lines when every one else is doing best in pulling u and we cant call ourselves a “hero turned as villain” exactly cause we are neither black nor white...its the part of the whole system....and anywz, there is no fun living without running...isn’t it???

Everyone is hitting their balls with the best shot they can and the strange part is you don’t know when UR a CAT n when ur a MOUSE but we for sure are relative with our actions and even words.