Saturday, December 23, 2006

On Sleepless roads...I Sleepless go.....

Its 3:14 am n i m feeling quite awake, inspite of the fact that i travelled 10 long hours n then did awaragardi all the day!!!
This title was in my mind 4m long!! I m spending sleepless nights.. n dont know why!!i m moving sleeplessly ..
m i tensed, stressed, done, finished?????i hope i have answers..then wont be here at this time..

I alwz considered myself blessed for the people around me n the life i hav lived...but nowadays i think bhagwanji is angry with me.He just cant see me happy 4 long..Its looking to me like i m paying tears 4 evrytime i smile...

I think i made mistakes..mistakes of being gud to people who nvr deserve that, denyed what my heart said, made people sad..n may b lots more!!!Past cant be changed....but i can try to change myself...and 4 what i hav already done i can just pray n say...
"Bhagwanji i know u tried to save me, tried to show me way but may be i didnt undstan or was not true to u...plz plz let me bear the results..keep my people away 4m this....keep all of them happy...cant see them like this, this pain..let it be mine..n all these smiles...give these to them...plz...!!!!!"

3 comments:

Unknown said...

madam ji
u shud say tht "im not able to sleep at nights..."
coz us raat likhne ke baad u woke up at 12 noon....
haha n ur saying sleepless roads.....
u shud make ppl know tht u have made this heading coz this one's ur one of ur fav. songs...

there's no one in town whom i know
u gave us sum place to go...
i nvr said thanku 4 tht
thought i might get 1 more chance..
may angels lead u in
here u meet my frnd
on sleepless roads tht sleepless goes
may angels lead u in

Clementine said...

yupp!!
ur right!!
this is my fav song!!!
but sachchi...
"there is no one in town whome i know!!!!"
:(

neo said...

aisi umr mein aisa hotha hai :p hume bhi hotha tha .. ab toh umr ho chali hai, ab nai hotha ;)