Says the dearest daughter of God.......

Life and relationship is a complex thing. Sometimes things turned out in a way u never imagined.
We come across people who become part of our life and decisions. We trust them and give them a place in our heart.

You met a person as your colleague..and as the time moves you start embracing him as ur brother. You met a person via common friend and then he becomes ur best frnd, U met a person on net.. have telecons and he is now among the ppl you care most and then there is this guy who was ur best frnd, whom u alwz treated like ur dearest cutest buddy is now that sumone special..suddenly u started seeing him in all ur corny and romantic dreams.. :)

By the course of change of all these relationships, life reacted too..
Meanwhile my work still sucks (I don’t have work at all….n m desperately looking for change..plz sumone get me a gud job at a gud place…plzzzzzz) and I have turned down another offer… :(

Priorities change..as life change…Life change as priorities change..

Your brother is married now…he doesn’t have that kinna time for you….you have to accept this fact that he got responsibilities and bigger things to look into. You also want it this way…don’t you???

Your best frnd got new frnds and suddenly he came to know that ur a liar, made stories and keep things from him. You can not blame him..he is busy with his tough job and struggling with life.You want him to take care of his life…don’t you???

Ur frnd is busy with his job and has no longer access to net. You can not discuss world with him and you can’t feel lost in his lectures because he is also busy with his life and girlfriend. You want him to give priority to his job…you want him to make feel his girlfriend the most important person of his life….don’t you???

You want all of them to do this…you want them to take care of their job, wife, girlfriend, other friends and you understand that they are moving in life for gud as you are moving…hard to accept but this is how its meant to be.. Cause now you have changed your priorities too…

It’s the irony of life…..you can not hold best of your things….like your favorite pair of shoes…even if you still want to wear them, u have to let them go for keeping their grace alive, so that you can remember them as a beautiful possession.

We should respect the change and its this change which bring these wonderful ppl in your life..Everything happens for a reason...for gud.

While remembering all what I have gone through..with due respect to each and every happiness I got and as the sun slowly going down..i want to thank god for each and every moment of life, for my wonderful parents, my cute lil sis, my dearest and lovable frnds and for being with me.

I know..ppl will cum n go…they’ll love me n hate me…a lot of things, places and relationships will change but thr is one thing which is thr and will stay with me forever…

My bhagawanji will stay with me!!!

PYGMALION & GALATEA

In ancient Greece lived a handsome and talented sculptor named Pygmalion. He loved his work and would spend hours carving beautiful ivory statues, always at his happiest when immersed in his art.

One day he chose a large, beautiful piece of ivory, and worked for many long hours at it, chiseling and hammering until he finished. It was a statue of a beautiful lady. Pygmalion at once fell in love with his creation - he thought it was so beautiful, and he clothed the figure, gave it jewels, and named it Galatea, which means "sleeping love". Treating Galatea as if she were his girlfriend, he brought his ivory statue shells and pebbles, little birds and flowers of all colors!

Now, you must understand that Pygmalion was so into his art that he had vowed never to marry. He had no time for girls, just his sculptures. Still, the more he gazed upon Galatea, the more he wished that he had a wife just like her, but alive.

During a big festival in honor of Aphrodite, the goddess of love and beauty, Pygmalion went to the temple of Aphrodite to pray for a wife just like the statue in his home. His prayers were so fervent and heart-felt, and his passion so great, that the great goddess took notice.
Wanting to see for herself what all the fuss was about, Aphrodite visited the home of the sculptor and was delighted to see the ivory Galatea. She couldn't help but think that the statue looked much like herself, it was so perfect. Pleased and flattered she brought the statue to life.
When the sculptor returned home and kissed Galatea as was his custom, he was startled at her warmth. As he showered her with kisses he was beside himself with joy at discovering that slowly the ivory was turning into flesh. Galatea smiled down at him and spoke adoring words to her loving creator.

They soon got married and Aphrodite was the guest of honor at their wedding. Pygmalion didn’t forget to thank Aphrodite for his good fortune. He and Galatea brought gifts to her altar as long as they lived. Aphrodite blessed them with happiness and love in return, and permitted both of them to live long and blissful lives. They had two daughters named Paphos and Metharme.

Worthless...Undeserving..

Hell in my mind...so much mess to write...I don’t know 4m where to start n how it will end..its 4:00 am & this is one of the longest and toughest time i hav evr had....Life teaches u to grow...tough...tougher.. toughest...wat can i say...we are meant to live...we’ll have to do that...anywz..

I m tryin 2 forget a lot of things...i am tryin to move on...But i cudnt stop thinking....wat a fool i am to believe on things....wat a fool i am that i trusted...

I m not regretting on things...this wil b the last possible thing i can do...but no matter how selfless i tried 2 be..no matter how inert & strong i m..it matters to me that i hav wasted a part of my mind, my heart, my soul on sumthing which was not worth of...some1 who don’t deserve me..

At this time, all i can grab 4m my inside to pen is that may b i didn’t gained anything...but its the other who lost...lost a person who is hurt cause of injustice and insensitiveness.. its not been realised yet..So wat if my conviction is not been paid...its the other who’ll pay 4 this unawareness...

GOD...I really wanna get out of all this nonsense.... quickly...n this time i don’t know wat 2 do n where 2 go.... i hav nvr felt this much helpless...this much restless ..i cant remember the pyayers.... Help me!!!

Weird me>>>>

Millions of people around and millions of thought processes. Everyone is one of its kind and everyone is weird in its own way. It’s really tough to except the weirdness in ourselves. But I guess it’s for our own good to realize it as soon as possible or else others will make you realize that.

Take me as an example: I am weird & I realized it few days back..

I m weird because…I talk in sarcastic manner without knowing that I am doing so…

I m weird because…I speak irritatingly too much without knowing that I am doing so..

I m weird because…I realized that I hav a very very poor emotional quotient..& I thing Emotional ppl r dumb & foolish.

I m weird because…I don’t like to be alone and at the same time I don’t want to be bother or hold by ppl..

I m weird because…I can miss ppl in a way that I feel like dying in their absence and then suddenly its like I don’t even feel like calling them…and I am perfectly OK with it..

I m weird because…None of my ppl stays with me for long..

I m weird because…The person I really like…feels like I am BLUNT with him. and the one I don’t like treats me as his frnd.

I m weird because…If hav very sharp and strongs opinion and mindset about ppl…and I really don’t care if they are lot different then that….I keep looking them that way!!

And finally…
I am weird because…My frnds,family,collegues.. almost everyone says…I am weird..

Wat I think about this is..everyone is weird in his/her own way….Now if I don’t agree with u on sumthing..I’ll think u r weird…If my mental level does not matches with sumone..i’ll say he is weird…
But shud these things effect u??? Mom taught me that we shud keep listning to ppl and shud keep improving ourself….

There is a saying also-

“Nindak niaare rakhiye,aangan kuti chabaye
Bin paani saabun bina,nirmal kare subhaaye.”
That means- (One shud keep his critics close to him, because they make u a better person by telling ur mistakes)

And,
If we’ll stick to the example above…all the mentioned points can’t be put into the categories of “Qualities”..so I shud check on them..If ppl are thinking that I am throwing sarcasm on them, when I am just regular me..Its a point of concern….
Its going and going on…

I am in a process of meeting ppl, getting close to them…expectations are part of the game...listen to all these points…stop talking to them(I know this is bad…another reason 4 calling me weird)..Feel bad 4 sumtime…move ahead…sum new ppl..on n on n on…

Definetly, there will b a time when this process will abort…when I’ll stop getting ppl to get involved..
Yeh to gana ban gaya!!! (he he he!!!)

Some says I am extremely innocent, Some says I am a fool…Some ppl think I have attitude…some think I have good interpersonal skills….I listen a new thing from every new person I meet which contradicts some of the comments in the past..
Whome shud I believe?? whome shud I trust???? Did no one analysed me correctly...Or I am that out of the way...deadly...impossible kinna weird...

May be my idea of care and love and concern is diffrent then being emotional..may be I just dislike to categorize it..anywz..

I have no conclusion for this post…I have nothing to sum up….

Just a beautiful saying for all my frnds, family & colleagues:

"Bura jo dekhan main chala, bura na miliya koye..
Jo mann khoja aapna, mose bura na koye"
That means- (I hav searched the world but I didn’t met any evil..when I searched in myself…I found nothing can be more devil then me..)

This is another weirdness of mine….. Doing sumthing just after declaring no interest in doing that…

Wicked,Weird me!!!!

;)

Vie' la` Rouge

From~ Nidhi, Ankita & Munish

:)

Happy Birthday Chitra!!! Happy Birthday Vaibhav!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARS!!!!!!!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU WITH ALL THE LOVE AND HAPPINESS IN THE WORLD!!!!

:)

Life,Series of unfortunate events and SOTD

Its been almost an year since I left my home and still I feel stunned when I woke-up every monin..My day start early and ends up late.. I curse my this habit cause this makes my day long n its really difficult to keep my energy and enthusiasm level high 4 that long..

Every monin I think lot to make things look different, interesting....Cause the kina person I m, nthin exites me 4 long…Now the big question is how to make a boring routine life like mine…interesting?????????
Don’t bug urself…cause there are hardly any possibility to do so… It’s the occurrence of sumthing different..unusual…which makes some difference…
Wat if the difference is an unfortunate event..like u met an accident..or worse…ur frnd met an accident….or worst….u lost sumone…and the limit…u didn’t get a chance to be with him during his last breadths..
:(
And wat if ur this boring..regular…life hav a series of unfortunate events…
:(
Trust me..loosing sumone is the worst punishment one can get….u know that void is forever…u know u cant see that person again…and u hav to carry this through out ur life….Hard to get over it.

I remember Once My frnd said…Life is like “SONG OF THE DAY”.
It can be a peppy number, can be a sad song, a bhajan,gazal, Dance number, Slow romantic song….or anything It’s different for everyone, every day….and we can feel happy n make ppl happy by sharing it…
:)
Every Song says sumthing n make u remember sumone….And u can relate all ur ppl..incidents and unfortunate events with one or the other song..
Life is also like this …If today ur SOTD is a sad song..It wont be same for tomorrow…u’ll hav a new song for everyday….u can hav a fresh start….
Life can be really rude…sum incidents make me think….I am really lucky.. if nt with me…atleast sumwhere…my ppl..whome I love..are safe,healthy n love me!!!And sumtimes its so cool…when all my ppl r with me….
Its 10:00 PM and I think,I hav done enough of self-exile…..btw..my SOTD IS-

“Jab koi baat bigad jaaye…jab koi mushkil pad jaaye…”
Wats urs?????????